okay, i know you're pissed off with me. or angry. or dont give a damn about me anymore.
i know im blunt with my words.
i know i am .


but give me sometime please.
i got a lot of things on hand.
Joan just left me, and now shes back.
I dont know how to tell you. I dont know how to tell you we've patched up. I dont know how to answer to you. I dont know if you will scold me. I don't want you to say im stupid for patching up with her. I love her you know, and thats why we got back together.

my parents are calling me close to everyday asking why im not home, when i told them i have exchange students to hand keys over too. And every call they must ask me go book my driving. Im not enjoying my holidays. I really am not.
I thought the box of stars i gave you would have made you happy. I thought. I thought it will bring out the message across to you that, "give me sometime, i really want a better friendship with you".

Let me settle down this period of time first please. I promise not to leave you aside Jocelyn. You are my best friend and will always be. Please stay by me.