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Catch-mywave, if you can.
Dictionary's Definition: Wave; A swell, surge, or rush, as of feeling or of a certain condition.
The blog's definition: catch-mywave; See if you can catch up with the inconsistent swells, surges, amplitudes that are happening in my vast-changing life. I'm finally 21, and legally able to do everything I've been doing since 15. Time flies so fast that i'm already turning 21 this year. DID YOU JUST HIGHLIGHT THIS SECTION? DONT THINK I DONT KNOW! -Alvin |
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maybe im wrong all this while. maybe i demanded too much. have i ? anyway, you tell me u never see my sms. that must be a joke, seriously. 1 hour i can check my phones 4-5 times. and 3 hours odd you don't even check your phone for once? c'mon, stop lying to me. How long can u lie for? your lies makes no sense. and you're like someone with 2 sides of personality. you can be really nice in the afternoon and blow up with me in the night. when i dont even know what wrong ive done. evrytime i quarrel with you, i ask u to point out what wrong thing i did. but u always cannot point out. so i assume im not at fault. i just dunnoe why u always so angry. i talked to sherry about it. i said i give her time, money, weekends, studies all give her. she doesnt even say thank you for all these. Like fcking taking me for granted like that. and sherry said. with a long sigh.. "she thinks these are all the stuffs you're SUPPOSED to give" its like u go macdonalds u upsize, u automatically get more fries and more drink. but, im more than 50 cents worth. and definitely, im not an upsize package. not u get a boyfriend, u atuomatically get someone to take care of you. get someone to stay over on weekends with you because he wants to spend more time with you. get smeone to hold ur hands to cross the road. get someone to research on vitamin pills so ur illness can cure faster. these are not a packagae. They're all given to you though, because that someone, your boyfriend loves you. but all this comes with a price. Don't expect upsizing macdonalds w/o 50 cents more. So expect loving your someone back, when you want more stuffs from him. theres this bible verse that goes somethng like this. if you can't handle small things, how to let God trust u with bigger things. i realised its the same. im stopping to give u more already. Cause i gave u until maximum already. its my life thats left. IF you get kidnapped one day, and the kidnapper wants me to commit suicide so you'll be free. i'll do it. its my life thats left. what else you want. Ask u what u want. u cannot answer. What irony. Then u always say u not happy. Ask u where not happy, u also cannot answer. What irony again. So, even if we get married next time, i also dont know how to entrust u with bigger things. Even if i had alot of money, i wont buy u a 1k carat ring. why would i when you lost a cheaper ring i bought u on such a meaningful ocassion? Our first time overseas together lei. So meaningful! sigh, im so lost for words. Sherry said, its the way you're being brought up. thats why you may seem rude to me. or you're too comfortable with me. Mind you, im still someone worthy of respect. She asks me to dump you :D i said why. Then you'll dump her instead of her dumping you. (again) i said, but i promise not to leave her last time when we got together. See, 1 year already i still remember my promises. But you break promises like calling me everynight before u sleep. speaking of which i STILL CANNOT believe u can forget to call your boyfriend before ur sleep. you should meet sherry. Her eyes were so big when she couldnt believe a gf could fall asleep without remembering to call her partner. U should meet jocelyn too. she was shocked much. so i said, i promised not to leave her worxz. and sherry, the wise replied. "BUT SHE BREAK HER PROMISES FIRST WHAT." true hor.. See the silly me keep holding on to broken promises. Until now still holding on. Someone needs to redeem me (: SMS u, also no reply. Forget it i guess. If you dont want reply then forget it. Dear God, theres a couple of things i would like you to do for me. -even if Joan doesnt belong to me, i still pray u heal her shingles because i don't wish to see her suffering in pain by herself when i cant be by her side. -give me a heart of wood. my heart is of flesh and it tears too much. a heart of metal has no emotions. A heart of wood would be just nice. -please let me meet with a tragic accident. so i know who are those that are left that cares for me. and when different people pray to different Gods for healing, you'll pevail to be only one that delivers healing. Thank you God. All these i pray in Jesus's name. Amen. |
