but if you do reply me with a "dont know what to reply", that really pisses me off and have my blood boil till the top of my head.

i want a SMS that is something like chit chat kinda thing.

i want to engage in a coversation with u whole day.

BECAUSE YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND.

not my sms buddy alone.

what part of being a gf you dont understand?

wha piangxz can.

and in honeymoon period, u bothered about smsing me.

NOW? u bo hiew lan.

i dont even know what i am, to you already.

always say u no change no change no change.

i want to keep this blog as long as i can, to type down everything that you have changed from last time till now.

then when u realise this blog exist, you'll know how much you've changed yourself.

then you'll know how i vent my frustration and anger.

One day you'll realise from here on how much i love you, joan lin xiao tong.