would rather be dead.
okay. i prepeared myself to sleep at 3am this morning.
but i tossed and turn until 3.30am then i managed to fall asleep because the itch was killing me.

4am, a sms came and yes, it woke me up. Crap, it took me another 1/2 an hour to fall back asleep.
6.30am, another sms came. Damn, i was pretty agitated that i decided, i wont go back to sleep.


And NOW IN THE MID AFTERNOON. I really want to sleep. BUT THE NEIGHBOR on top is doing renovations. The NOISE from the renovation works are crazy. Its as though they're drilling a through hole to my room that i'm in. I got to blast my mp3 and stuff in the ear pieces at 3/4 max volume to COUNTER the horrendous noise. If i ever become an engineering product designer, ill design a 'silent drill'. CRAP. Everything is so wrong. Maybe i woke up and started on the wrong foot today.

Maybe.